ending part ii

always do better

The motivation is low

Inspiration isn’t there

Ponderin the day im gone

Knowin Nobody will care

Never had a struggle

But never succeeded

In order to get your goals

That’s what is needed

I didn’t leave my mark

i might’ve dug my grave

History is a long novel

And I didn’t get a page

Watched time pass me by

the demons I kept inside

the walls feel like they caved in

and it may be my time to die

that’s not what I fear most

as I hang my head alone

we hear about kings n queens

but I never had a throne

Im looking at my life

And im 21 years young

But two decades is a long time

And what the hell ive done

I feel so empty inside

 a shell of my formerself

I wont use a gun

But its there on my shelf

So many sights

That these eyes came to see

You were always there

But it was never you n me

Everything in life was Always a test

For the man up top and its never over

I got it right, but may have cheated

I always looked over my shoulder

And when im gone let it be

And when im gone let it rest

I wish I could I say I gave it all

But id be lying said I did my best