Dissolution

I memorized your sense of humor

and you laughed at my anecdotes

I cannot think anymore with her voice falling

out of the open slit of the sky

Blood and puss and diamond seep

from the wounds

that we lonesomely created

the playful mutilations we traded

The questions we posed for one another

Her desires were painted differently

My thoughts were too big for her to breathe

She screamed her pain onto the floor

and I slipped in it

falling in the pool of wandering words

What is a thought but gas?

Why does the color of your voice

shine so chromatically?

Do I even find myself with a care?

Through my fingers slide the only choice

and it slaps the ground in wonder

If we ever found ourselves together again,

lying to each other about our future,

we would ultimately

preach about the past of every thing

and every single second that has succumbed

to the choking grip of

the worried universe

I can taste the metal

as it singes through my skull

in hopes of awakening

in a farther land

where the memories do not float like ghosts in the dark

There are hopes and desires to be fulfilled

but the reality of persisting time weighs heavier on the scale

The bullet tore even through your diamond

and the splinters of the rock

punished your selfish fingertips

If you were to turn yourself inside out would you see who you really are

or would you just fall back into the void of thought

where you have hidden me with all of your

broken jewelry

I can't keep up anymore with the jokes

the stolen anecdotes

The invisible rules posted all around me

for everyone to read who has an eye

Water can splash like lava if you told it to

And I close my eyes to avoid the

perspiration of emptiness

There are no dreams to fill

the ever growing space

inside

the wondrous lies that seep out of your

porous brain

dissolve

Author's Note

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Reviews

[Chuba kichu]

Its a rare and nice piece. Keep writting.

[Chadvonswan]

Thanks for reading, man!