life journey

a person taking a life journey discovering, wondering and learning .

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You are talented! Who am I, and how should I describe myself? Am I this little musical note played between the white and the black keys of a piano or am I this pen who’s trying and trying to draw my path and keeps on turning around and around without even starting. But, I have faith and I believe that I can achieve and discover new things, I’m searching for my dream in the clouds, I’m searching for my dream in every step I take, I really don’t know where I’m going. Let’s remember the past and discover what it unfolds. I started my journey as a happy person I was never afraid from the future I challenged every person who stood in front what used to be my dream, yes. Yes... I had more than enough energy and power to be solid as I used to be .But now, everything has changed I don’t even recognize myself I’m not doubting the choices I’ve made but I’m not satisfied. There is this friend who helped me a lot I think he’s more than just ‘’a friend’’ he’s a family member now. He once told me what meant to be will always be. Even if I am having this hard time figuring my goals in life I have never lost my signature, every project I take every move I make I always try to keep it original I try to let it be remembered and this is what makes me happy. Yet, my originality was meant to be expanded in another filed; in fact I’m learning how to adapt and how to combine two great fields in a new original universe. I never want to say I wish …. The idea of trying is always available but the fact of working is struggling between high waves of emotions one day I want to work hard while the other day I don’t. Challenging situations makes me remember this buried treasure in my deepest thoughts I think I’m having a lack of self-confidence and a shy encouragement. I’m scared to try and fail again but being scared kills every dream. I’m willing to go through it again but there’s something holding me, there’s always this ‘’but’’ who’s following me everywhere trying to decrease my will. Hey mister but , you may have achieved a little bit of your plan but guess what no more buts can handle the power of my dream yes he’s still living inside of me and I brought him back to life to the activation plan, how am I proud to finally reach him. I am the queen of my dreams, I can see the wound when it heals, I’m no longer lost I have found the way it is every simple but it needs a lot of hard work and time. Who am I? I am a boat sailing through the mist of the unknown; I am a survivor walking alone defeating the darkness of this zone. It’s time for me to take this pen and write on my own the plan that can lead me to be the person I’ve always wanted to be, to be the hiker of creative ideas and positive vibes… The symphony of a wild journey has been created unleashing a secret power of destructible energy that has one major target to keep the smile and the hope of every listener brighter than ever. I finally landed on a mysterious land where a strange voice is calling my name, wait this sound is familiar in this strange land, is it?  Or am I just hallucinating? Yes it’s my dream calling me and following me in the strangest places reminding me how lucky I am to have him as a friend.