Write More?

 

 

I just gotta write more

Writing is therapeutic right?

It helps with everything

Oh f**k me

All this makes me want to do is go for another

To reach into the pack and pluck out one more

 

The feel as it rest against my lips

As the fire warms my palm for a moment

The taste as I inhale again, over and over

The scent lingering in the air for minutes after

Writing doesn't it help

 

It makes me want more, one last one

I'm not even quitting for myself

I'm doing this because it's healthy

Because everyone else wants me to

Just one more, one last one,

 

Before I gnaw off my own tongue

Before I bite through my own skin

One more inhale

The feeling of smoke haunts me

Pervades this room

This seat

These words

Writing's therapeutic right?

...yeah right....

 

Author's Note

Cp. 8:44PM Tue 07/08/08 'I Caught Fire' The Used 'Uber (Ready Set Go)' Tokio Hotel i need another fucking cigarette, this feeling is killing me, something another vice just something ahhhhhhhhhhhhh grrrrrrrrrrrrr I'm gonna cry if i don't one soon (Typed, House)