Do you think if I had a lover things would be different that I would be different. I can’t remember much about the times before this, I don't recall those existences clearly. I do remember love, I do remember touch, and I do remember warmth. The rest seems to have faded with those lives, the people that once existed that I once was. Do you believe we were here from the start? I don't remember you from then, I don't recall the face or name. I do reminisce about the warmth the heat, I reminisce about the feelings the emotions carried in words I no longer her as I recall. I remember openness and freedom in a cage. But I do not remember the you from then clearly. So forgive me for forgetting I just thought I should let you know that I have cared for you always. I just thought you had the right to know.