No regard

No regard for who I am

                For whom I became

                For whom I am to become

                                No regard for this soul

                                …in your cold eyes

Brush me off

                yesterday’s news

                unimportant today

                stab frozen blades in this mind

                burn this heart to ash

With the knowledge

                the distance was killing me

                now I breathe and take

                the shut off goodbye

                all because

In those eyes once idoled

                there was no regard

                for our past

                for the present

                for supposed future eternity

Author's Note

Cp. 8:21AM Mon 01/14/08 SixxAM 8 forced thoughts, passion inside, tired, not the whole story (Written, Tobi)