Good-bye

this is my good bye to the words i didn't save to the flows and streams i didn't keep and now sink in the grave water of interent links

to every piece of poetry and stories i didn't keepy with me. to you my firends my pieces of me

 

 

1.       Cp. 1:19AM Sun 12/02/07 NM Suffering from Insomnia (Typed)

2.       Cp. 12:23AM Sun 12/02/07 NM Suffering from Insomnia (Typed)

3.       Cp. 7:28PM Fri 11/30/07 “Sweetest Girl” Wyclef Jean ft. Akon Writing flow that’s in the head with no sequence, free flow, half-tired eyes (Typed)

4.       Cp. 6:58PM Mon 11/19/07 “White Prayer” Alice Nine blah dead stressed tired alone (Typed)

5.       Cp. 8:58PM Mon 11/26/07 NM Writing Confessing Flowing, gathered shambles, creating (Typed)

6.       Cp. 6:29PM Tue 11/27/07 “Morning Star” AFI Thinking of Goldy Lock’s and His B-day gift for Duo, Ironic, Sweet, Glad, Proud to know him (Typed)

7.       Cp. 7:41PM Tue 11/27/07 NM forced to flow continuation, not on the same track but still ok with the turn out (Typed)

8.       Cp. 11:04AM Wen 11/28/07 NM Inspired by HAM, having fun with this one, ok and unstressed (Typed)

9.       Cp. 2:09PM Fri 11/30/07 “Sweetest Girl” Wyclef Jean ft. Akon Writing tired and infuriated, trying to convey, this will be re-written (Written, Tobi & Typed)

10.    Cp. 11:48AM Sun 11/11/07 NM Writing Thoughts Expressing Remembering Down (Typed)

11.    Cp. 1:16PM Sun 11/11/07 “Colors of the Heart” UVERworld “Into the Night” Santana ft. Chad Kroger Writing, attempting to create beauty, trying to find the old flow of bohemia hippy (Typed)

12.    Cp. 2:13PM Sun 11/11/07 NM ‘Tsuki no Uta’ Gackt in the back of my head, Writing, Expressing trying to convey, Speaking wo voice, (Typed)

13.    Cp. 2:23PM Wen 11/14/07 “Black Balloon” GoogooDolls Bleak, Stressed, Lost, Sad (Typed)

14.    Cp. 4:48PM Sun 11/11/07 NM Writing, Blah Here Existing (Typed)

15.    Cp.4:08PM Sun 11/11/07 NM Forced Writing Attempting to Created (Typed)

16.    Cp. 8:53PM Thu 11/15/07 NM Unsure, Alone, Awkward, Afraid (Typed)

17.    Cp. 9:06PM Thu 11/15/07 “Rabbit are Roadkill” AFI Expressing, Wondering, Afraid, Alone (Typed)

18.    Cp. 8:16AM Thu 11/08/07 “Into the Night” Santana ft. Chad Kroger Writing, Expressing, Tired, Breath (Typed)

19.    Cp. 8:40AM Thu 11/08/07 “Into the Night” Santana ft. Chad Kroger Writing to the flow of Music, a little Alive (Typed)

20.    Cp. 10:32PM Tue 10/30/07 “Filth in the Beauty” Gazette Anger, Expression, Hurt, Let down (Typed)

21.    Cp. 10:36PM Tue 10/30/07 “Filth in the Beauty” Gazette Sad, Expressing, Hurt, Let down, Cracking (Typed)

22.    Cp. 10:42PM Tue 10/30/07 “Reila” Gazette Hurt, Expressing, Disappointed in Loves, Needing Varish (Typed)

23.    Cp. 8:17PM Wen 10/31/07 “Atrophy” Red Jumpsuit Apparatus Artist Soul, Here Existing, Trying to Evolve as a Writer (Typed)

24.    Cp. 1:36PM Sun 11/04/07 NM Forced thoughts writing blah tired exist (typed)

25.    Cp. 6:07PM Sun 11/04/07 Blind Melon “Change & Dear Ol’ Dad” Writing flow, Ok feeling it, Living more than Existing (Typed)

26.    Cp. 7:36PM Mon 11/05/07 NM Helpless, Strong, Saddened, Apologetic (Typed)

27.    Cp. 8:04PM Mon 11/05/07 “Colors of the Heart” UVERworld Useless, Trying for a purpose, conveying, speaking for others, sorrowed and saddened (Typed)

28.    Cp. 9:08PM Mon 10-08-07 “Filth in the Beauty” Gazette Writing, Glazed Eyes, Just flowing slowly almost dead (Typed)

29.    Cp. 8:10PM Mon 10-08-07 NM Continued Flow Ok (Back of Printout Written, Typed)

30.    Cp. 8:15PM Mon 10-08-07 “Mouthful of Cavities” Blind Melon Continued Flow Ok (Back of Printout Written, Typed)

31.    Cp. 5:49PM Thu 09-13-07 NM Writing for Inspiration, Thoughts of Friends in mine, content, happy, complacent (Typed)

32.    Cp. 8:46PM Mon 07/23/07 Nevada Tan “Revolution” Angry, Tired, Pissed Off, Venting, Releasing my Stress (Typed)

33.    Cp. 6:42PM Sat 09-15-07 “Colors” Utada Hikaru Writing, I feel dead eyed and disgusted, core’s pushing through, tired (Typed)

34.    Cp. 1:33PM Sun 09-16-07 “Shiki Live” W-inds Writing about Tio, Memories, Tired Thoughts, Breathing (Typed)

35.    Cp. 3:00PM Sun 09-16-07 W-inds YouTube Writing, tell the truth for the first in a long time, breathing flowing mellowing existing in these words will be forever (Typed)

36.    Cp. 3:48 Sun 09-16-07 W-inds YouTube Thoughts of Puppy, Writing Flowing Tired, I am ok a little Forlorn (Typed)

37.    Cp. 8:53AM Tue 09-18-07 “The Truth” India Arie Writing, Thinking of Tovarish, In love, happy content a little sick. (Typed)

38.    Cp. 8:28AM Fri 09-21-07 Luvi de Andrè “Oggi Domani” Writing Poems, Something to do, Avoiding blah life, ok its pretty outside. (Typed)

39.    Cp. 10:04PM Sat 09-22-07 NM Not properly conveying my words, forced, tired, trying to write (Typed)

40.    Cp. 9:13PM Wen 19-26-07 “I’ll Be” Edwin Mcain Writing For Contest, Writing, Not forced just here (Typed)

41.    Cp. 6:42PM Tue 09-25-07 ‘Der Letze Tag’ Tokio Hotel A bit forced, sad eyes, tired and weighted down. Dying (Typed)

42.    Cp. 4:29PM Fri 09-28-07 “Crazy Angel” Kill Hannah Happy Blissful Glad Missing Them Already (Typed)

43.    Cp. 6:18PM Sat 09-15-07 “As Long As You Love Me” BSB “Just Like A Start” Corein Bailey Rae Tired, Writing Venting Deadish Falling somewhere Missing Him (Typed)

44.    Cp. 7:34PM Wed 10//07 “Kennedy” Kill Hannah Writing Music Inspired Flowing a little tone (Typed)

45.    Cp. 2:19PM Sat 10/27/07 “Iris” GooGooDolls Continued, Forced Write, Here (Typed)

46.    Cp. 10:26PM Tue 12/11/07 NM Reading Nana, In love, Sad Eyes, Solo (Typed)

47.    Cp. 11:44PM Tue 12/11/07 NM Writing, Tired, Creating (Typed)

48.    Cp. 11:36PM Tue 12/11/07 NM Writing, Tired, Creating (Typed)

49.    Cp. 3:35PM Wen 12/12/07 NM Writing, Embarrassed, Grateful, blushing, me. (Typed)

50.    Cp. 11:01AM Mon 01/14/07 NM writing flow releasing some pressure tired (Typed)

51.    Cp. 10:46AM Thu 01/31/08 NM rhyming, tired, aggravated, conflicted, wondering if I’m here (Typed)

52.     Cp. 9:14AM Thu 01/17/08 “She Talks to Angles” The Black Crows, flow to the song confession, ok tired, trying to ignore reality (Typed)

53.    Cp. 9:14AM Thu 01/17/08 “She Talks to Angles” The Black Crows, flow to the song confession, ok tired, trying to ignore reality (Typed)

54.    Cp. 9:26PM Thu 01/17/08 NM “She Talks to Angels” back of my head, thing of truths I haven’t considered, tired, wondering, cold and ok (Typed)

55.    Cp. 9:30PM Fri 02/01/08 NM Writing, craving almost gone, ohh chocolate, tired (Typed)

56.    Cp. 10:33PM Fri 02/01/08 “The District Sleeps Alone Tonight” Postal Service Tired Thoughtful write, ok and trying to breathe, wondering, reminiscing, deep breath (Typed)

57.    Cp. 9:11AM Thu 01/31/08 “Tones of Home” Anger Hurt, Irony, humiliation, sad, trying to breathe deep, wide eyes sad brain (Typed)

58.    Cp. 11:15AM Sun 02/04/08 NM ‘No Rain’ blind melon back of head No Rain inspired just feeling the flow thinking of people tired ok (Typed)

59.    Cp. 11:06AM Mon 02/04/08 NM ‘Walk’ blind melon back of head tired eyes song write, just a tune that flow to the melody (Typed)

60.    Cp. 11:49AM Mon 02/04/08 ‘No Rain’ Blind Melon Acoustic writing to flow putting down the key ok almost out of it  (Typed)

61.    Cp. 6:20PM Sat 08/25/07 ‘Reden’ Tokio Hotel Sad, Disappointed, Explaining the Truth (Typed)

62.    Cp. 9:24PM Mon 09-10-07 “Never Again” Kelly Clarkson Writing, Random Slightly Forced Calm Content (Typed)

63.    Cp. 12:58PM Sat 08-01-07 'He Loves You Not' Dream Impromto (Typed WritersCafe )

64.     Cp. 8:41PM Thu 07/26/07 ‘Misery Business Acoustic’ Paramore Anger, Hurt, Sorrow, Pain (typed)

65.    Cp. 9:29AM Thu 07/26/07 ‘Black Balloon’ GooGooDolls Writing and Writing, slacking from work (typed)

66.    Cp. 1:20PM Wen 07/25/07 Tokio Hotel YT File Just Writing, Slacking, Thinking (Typed)

67.    Cp. 4:24PM Wen 07/25/07 GooGooDolls “Broadway, Here is Gone” Thinking, Writing, Stressed, Tired (Typed)

68.    Cp. 3:08PM Wen 07/25/07 ‘Be Somebody’ Fort Minor Forced Writing Heading With the Flow (Typing)

69.    Cp. 7:59PM Thu 01/31/08 NM Thankful, thank you murph, tired but grateful (Typed)

 

Author's Note

the dates of every piece i no longer have because the site got deleted

Reviews

[Azizi- - !!]

Well, it's something some of us will nevre have back. :[
But hey, lets not quit the writing. Lets improve ourselves and maybe find another place? I'm afraid I'm going back to the notebook, it won't get deleted there, just forever bound on paper.