here i am again

seems only time i am trouble
am i here on my writers cafe
this is a place to express my depression
seems death has caught up to me again

i am touched wit death again
i feel it hurt deep inside
i feel i should feel more
but my sorrow is numb

grief strikes as i cant believe it
then i start realizing what was i to do
then depression and i cant sleep again
will i be able to accept and i get mad

i get at mad me and i start to think
about others i have lost and who was to blame
i write and express my loss
but i become numb a form of depression

the pain is there i can feel it
but i am mad at myself
this pain i feel is sorrow for myself
when this didnt happen to me

so why is it i feel sad for myself
is there something wrong with me
to feel this pain for me and
not for that who has died

Reviews

[Orlando Murcia]

Writing is my medication as well


Way to express yourself


Nice work



Orlando M