Can it get worst

is this to be a dear john letter

now I feel again I have done it again
one who I thought I might marry
has lost favor of me now
my ring I feel no longer hangs

no longer hangs from his neck
I feel the tears again for my love
he may be hurt cause love hurts
why does love always hurt

I read his final note but is it a final
in finality will I see him as I am to return
please I just repeated what someone else said
I’m not so strong as you think

I hurt too with this note you wrote as a final
can not hurt more with all that has happen
you know I return to the area and you hit me
you hit me when I was feeling joyful return

I return to all that I love and hate
my feelings are there for all that
I love and hate some friends will get
their just desserts but not my loves

if you are not there on my return
the thought hurts the most of all
if all the wrongs that 
has been done to me

I knows this is of my doing
I thought we to see each other again
to make up for lost time
time not to be forgotten