tangent we take

hours ago writer's block

i wake from sleep
my head swimming
with words too deep
for me to understand

filling voids with nothing
is something
lies are voids
which is filled with sadness

i wish to fill your empty life
i am the loneliness you seek
a sea of nothingness
i am nothing to wake you up

there are series of words
running though my head
the words are not my own

is the room filled with ghosts
my voids of my head
is filled wit the nothing in the room

just hours ago i could not think
my mind was blank with nothing
now my mind is full of what

am i thinking or am i filled with
someone else is thinking for me
this is not me who am i

am i tortured with thought not my own
can i live with this torture
the thoughts do not direct me

the thoughts do not cause me
to hurt myself not thinking of death
not death for myself but just words

words flow and flow can not be stopped
do i want the words to stop
the words fill the void i had hours ago

if the ghosts were filling my head
the words fly with ease
they fill my mind

no ill will do they speak
if it were ghosts
would they not wish to hurt

the jealousy that fills ghosts
would surely want to kill me
but they are just words flowing

the keyboarding is burning
that may be the method
they attempting to kill me with

the words are flowing so that
if i was to stop typing
the volume will kill me

"dont come and bother us because we will kill you"
words i hear can not be drowned out with music
 

Reviews

[A.r. Bazian]

vivid!
the voices i can but slightly hear! and some goose-pumps!
one of your best!
i like it!
no... really i do!

[poddar kushal]

it is good
it is flowing
and it is going to be one of my favourites

[larryb]

Well done C this poem flows well :)