here i sit nothing going on
sun shinning in the window
feel the warming light
fall across my bed
looking out my window
see some activity next door
neighbor moving around in the window
he does look this way sometimes
maybe he looks during some moments
the moments i am nude in my room
for i like the sun warming my body
so i never close the curtains
as i look out my window
there are leaves that
still have not fallen
wind move them alittle
nothing to do now
since i got fed up with fubar
wasted so much time there
now i have time to write
with nothing to do today
makes my mind wander
on the night before
was an interesting night
stayed out overnight
my man was excited
he had me all night
we slept face to face
that was the first time
first time to actually sleep
i always wondered why do they ask
who are you sleeping with
when i'm sleeping with
i do not actually sleep
but last night was a first
to sleep and to cuddle
now i barely remember
the chinese i had the night before
fried rice topped with lobster sauce
shrimp was fed to me by my bow
dinner was almost erotic
and i was warmed with wine
not so much i dont remember
the moments later mmm whoa
i do hint at the aroma of sex
found he was more hungry
than for chinese sauce
i felt center of attention
the meal did continue
and beyond when i was finished
ecstasy was felt beyond any meal
which we fell exhausted at most
as i'm cuddling in his arms
i slept with dreams of what
we were doing moments before
exhausted from gasping for air
it was my excitement
to wake up and fullfill
the dreams of night before
gasping again for my breath