Bye

My best friend had to go.

You had a choice to leave. You took the chance. I don't get to see you everyday any more. Trying not to cry in front of you was really hard. Hugging you like it would be my last, hot salty started to come down as you said "I will miss you." I just couldn't hold it in anymore! As I turned to leave I was choking on my own tears, biting my tongue. Leaving in a rush so you wouldn't have to see it. I should have said more, done more, maybe you would of stayed. It could have been different. Never going to be the same without you. Long,quiet, no fun, no comments that make us all laugh. Just plain boring, routine, and depressing thoughts of what you would of said. I hope to see you soon. I'm happy you didn't say goodbye that would have been a lot harder. Hope to see come to visit me.

Author's Note

He was great, funny and smart. Made us laugh when we had depressing or angry days. Hope to see you soon. Come down to Visit.