Wow! Such an amazing testimony and tribute to our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ!! YES!
I used to feel the same. Always had the word "Why" on my lips.....so angry at Him. Then one day I saw the two kingdoms - just as you portray here. And I knew that all the pain I had ever gone through was from "them" and all the beauty and joy and love I'd ever experienced was from Him!!
Your poem is fabulous Carole. It is an inspiration to me. And so is Brian Welch's testimony on Iamsecond.com. Wow. After all this time ... to come here again ... and back to your page, and find this. It is perfect and I know God is King and truly in control of my life. Thanks woman.
OH.... I love this!! I like where you began this journey. So often we hear the good side only in poems (or the bad side only)... nice to see the full cycle here. It is funny how we want to blame God...and not. This poem just put a little tickle in my heart, physically. Amazing, just amazing. God Bless~~
So many blame God for the troubles in this world and their own troubles when in truth the problems they have are because of their own bad decision making. The same with the world, man has caused himself a lot of grief yet so many blame God for what they've done. God didn't cause pollution or war, men have done that. Same with crime and many diseases. Bad hygiene and greed aren't not God's fault, yet he gets the blame. So unfair and you've described your feelings on this subject brilliantly.
Yes Carole so many are blaming God for the shape the Earth is in, their sorrows and heart breaks, the scales have not fallen of their eyes yet. So right you are. Most of my life I didn't know that God love's me, little old me. Amazing Grace is the perfect song for my journey. Thank you for the gift and god bless you.
Hugs....Annie
A thought provoking, inspiring write. "Why?" and "Where were you when..." seem to be common questions hurled at God, especially by those were taught young, to fear Him as in to be afraid of Him rather to be in awe of Him. Some don't seem to hear the answers because in their anger, they fail to listen. It is hard to hear when we are busy yelling. Prayer should be a 2-way conversation in which we need to remember to take time to just be quiet and still in His presence.
Today My mind is stilled and soothed after reading this wonderful poem on God...YES, HE is here and will always be there for ALL OF US....
Carole, you have no idea how talented you are...God is speaking to us through you
I have never questioned or doubted but I have challenged and fought to have my own way. It is a losing battle of course; even Jacob lost his wrestling match...but he wouldn't let go of God until he recieved a blessing. There may be a deeper lesson to learn there than simply the fact that he who struggles with God is sure to fail. It is a lesson of determination and preserverance; sometimes we just have to hold on until we recieve our blessing. A great write.
There comes a point in your life when you realize:
Who matters,
Who never did,
Who won't anymore...
And who always will.
So, don't worry about people from your past,
there's a reason why they didn.. more..