I Shouldn't

I shouldn't have smiled at you from day one

I shouldn't have answered you from the start

The little glances we steal from each other

Across the dark room with the bright twinkling lights

I shouldn't have let my gaze linger upon you

I shouldn't have entertain you with you little texts

The way you made me feel, the way you persuaded me

I shouldn't have let myself fall into your web

The flirting, the sweet talking and your sweet a*s mouth

I shouldn't have invested time on you

You're so good, your cheap lies and your cheap talk

I shouldn't have believe you, I shouldn't have let you in

I shouldn't have started those secret hideouts

Wanting to hold you close to me, wanting to hold your hands

To sweep your hair across your face and nibble your ears

Why am I such a fool, I shouldn't have told you the things I did

I shouldn't have met you, I shouldn't have share a piece of me with you

I knew from the start, I shouldn't have played along 

I wasn't meant for danger, I wasn't meant for this type of love

I shouldn't have kissed you, I shouldn't have enjoyed the taste of your lips

I shouldn't have let myself feel for someone whom my whole life wasn't what I wanted

And now that I choose a different path, you choose to ignore me ?

You loved her...I knew deep down already and I knew you never meant a word you said to me

You never bothered to ask me to stay

I shouldn't have let you see me

Now the question lies in my head for days

Was it all attention you seek for ?

What was I to you?

Am I just another women? Another fling?

I shouldn't have let you break me and I shouldn't have let you made me feel unworthy.

I shouldn't.....I shouldn't but I did.

And now I should just live with this fact that I was stupid enough to fall for an a*****e like you

Goodbye and F**k You ACE ISKANDAR.

-CCR-