My Purpose

If I were meant to be alone in life,

I would travel as far as my legs would take me

See the world as long as I have my vision

Far beyond the horizons, the greenest pastures, the bluest ocean, 

The brightest stars, the fluffiest clouds and the most colourful fireworks.

I  would experience the most in life, do what makes me happy

Find myself within the people I am with and the new ones I meet

I would stop worrying about what happens in the future

And live within the moment, cherish the time we have now

Even when I am just me, myself and I...I would learnt to accept

I would start with me, for once in my life, I would concentrate on just me

Stop pitying myself for all the wrong reasons, I would fix myself

The broken pieces that were shattered, one by one I will find a way

A way out of the shadows, out of this cornered wall I placed myself in

I would do it myself. Get out into that society and stand tall. 

Even if I had to do it myself, even if I had to stand there as one.

I would stop depending on others to lift my soul up

I want to stop dreaming and and start living, let my pages write itself

I should stop caring what others think of me or their opinions on my believes

Society will never change, it will be the same and its up to me to decide

To listen and fall down and stoop to their level , or to rise up and see a bigger picture

Take all this critics and rise up and be a bigger person to walk away and stop caring.

I would find my purpose in life, I believe we were all put here on earth for a reason

Some were meant for soulmates, and some were not and that is okay.

So if I were meant to be alone, I'd find my purpose and find my happy ever after with that.

-CCR-

2 March 2017