Empty

Nobody knows, they truly don't 

I've felt it way too many times before

The hurt, the fear, the loneliness, the pain

I smile and pretend to laugh like there isnt anything

I hide, I cover, I concealed them all

He hurt me, why do they play and why do I fall ?

I need a serious shut down, to erase and to not feel

Its hard, they treat me so much different

Everything is just hard and sometimes I just need comfort

Reassurance that I am okay and that I will be fine

A hug from someone to let me know

" I care and I love you" Something to ease my trembling soul

They say I have to wait again

I need to feel something

But right now, all I feel is empty