Healed

There is a huge empty wide space in my heart
I feel so lifeless, I feel so broken
Like someone had ripped my heart from my chest
Nobody knows my feelings, Nobody understands me
I question myself sometimes, what is wrong with me ?
Why do I look like this ? Why am I the way I am ?
Am I not enough for you to love ?
Or for anyone to love me at all ?
Its all bullshit, this fairytale they promise me
This wonderland where everything is perfect
I can't seem to keep it together each day
Having all this dreams and stories within
What is the point when where there isn't anyone to share with ?
Late through the night, I cry myself to sleep
Telling myself one last time, I shall cry just for today
I hear all this sad music, to make me feel better
But instead, I feel much more worse
For this loneliness will slowly kill me inside
Ripped me into pieces till I leave this world
Broken, scarred, bruised with all this pain
So let me be, till I'm once again healed