Have You Ever ?

Have you ever laid awake on your bed late at night ?
Listening to endless love songs on the radio ?

Have you ever cried till your eyes turn red and sore ?
That you have to hide your face when day breaks ?

Have you ever fall in love only to not be caught ?
It leaves your heart experiencing feelings you cant explain ?

Have you ever woke up feelings something is missing ?
But nothing comes to mind why and what is it ?

Have you ever love someone who's love is unrequited ?
That days become months and months become years ?

Have you ever felt life was meaningless ?
Even if you had your friends and family ?

Have you ever loved someone who's friends mocked you ?
Feeling embarrassed and ashamed, we walk away ?

Have you ever love someone who loves your best friend ?
That a tiny part of you wishes yourself dead ?

Have you ever had someone call you names ?
That you feel like giving up and just die ?

Have you ever woke up feeling good but only to be destroyed by a single word ?
That sometimes you wish you could be deaf from the negative words ?

Have you ever felt out of place in a group ?
That you rather be home by yourself instead ?

Have you ever wish yourself dead everyday ?
That you're scared to go through another meaningless day ?

Have you ever waited for something so long ?
That a days feels like forever ?

Have you ever felt like your nothing and no one cares ?
That death is much a simpler way out of pain ?

Have you !?