promise

promise
i promise that i will act as i love you
for as long as i want to
until i am pleased with how vulnerable you are
and i promise that i will lead you on
and hurt you
and make you feel more alone than ever
even when you have more than you realize
and i promise to love you
in such a horrible manner
and i promise i will break you down
and use you
until you are empty
and completely lifeless
and i promise that i will never leave you alone
just so i can torment you
from inside your mind
until you are silently screaming
and attacking the 4 walls that surround you
shouting at the top of your lungs
that you want me gone.

i will not go.

A.I

Author's Note

any thoughts or constructive criticism !!

[this one is for u "xxxxxx"]