It was what it was

an expression of my greatest feelings

It was what it was

and you never promised more.

The feeling never fades.

You never felt it at all.

 

I felt you beside me.

A kiss on the cheek.

I felt you inside me.

my conciousness was weak.

 

I knew it wouldn't last.

This feeling never does.

I want it all to pass.

I don't want to be in love.

 

I push you away.

And tell you to its done.

But you tell me I'm special.

Just not the one.

 

My head is a mess.

You offer your assistance.

You'd never guess,

that you are the reason.

 

Still you make me feel so special.

Then you tear it all away.

Like a breath stolen in an instant.

I am frail. I decay.