I Wanna Start Freefalling Into The Unknown

Tired of my ritual filled life,
With everyday bland as the next.
And nothing feeling comfy or right.
Without someone to hold me close,
Or anyone who loves me most,
Just doin' life.
Just sitting through life.
Just breathing in life.
Tired of these same people,
These same places,
There same feelings,
These same rejections.
I want to finally have that feeling,
The feeling of stepping up,
The feeling of a change,
The feeling of exhaustion lifted off of my shoulders.
I wanna start free falling into the unknown.