Should Of Kept It Shut

I should have erased my feelings,
From my heart,
But mostly from the computer screen.
I shouldn't have trusted my deepest feeling,
Thoughts,
And emotions,
To someone who would just read them,
And..
And..
Forget about them,
Held in me so long,
I thought It'd be finally nice to let go,
And cast them free into your mind,
But instead I should have kept my mind,
And computer,
And heart,
Shut.