It DOES Sting

Felt Rant

Living life with new everyday dreams
I need to be a little less afraid to be me
The way it may seem is that I never felt a thing
But the pain it DOES sting, likened to nothing
I carry it everywhere, I drag along everything
The weight on my left hand is so loud it's deafening
Memories flood through my mind like an estuary
The devil to tempt me, try dredge me effectively empty
A dent in my confidence, faith in the testing
No mind or time for guilt and regretting
I know reason, so bending wont break me
So I just count my blessings with a few that can truly get me
She owes me nothing, the truth is
I'm  sorry I was so confusing to her
but its bigger than her and I
But she always has; not just in the settling dust,
had every piece of my love
To remember the tribulations just guts me
Disgusting, the suffering I'm witness to not shrugging off
I'm holding on to it all for her, I'm up tall for her
If she stays, no way, I'll never play
ill never fire the hate back her way
ill never not ever let that happen again

Author's Note

ignore grammar please.

Reviews

[Muchenac]

Thank you sir, for allowing us into your space, it felt real and familiar!