bummer

what a bummer ive bounced into
why do i have to learn
at such a slow pace?
and what do these events mean?
i wont put down my intuition
im following something

what a bummer ive bounced into
this house changed so swiftly
why did i have to do
these bad things?
and will they make me better?
i wont just bum around
im looking for something

when the sun sets tonight
i know it comes back in the morning
when a leaf turns brown
i know its only temporary
when i look towards you
i know its where i wanna be
what a bummer i cant be
what a bummer i gotta wait
where you might leave me

why do i have to make
all the wrong moves?
why cant i win a match?
what a bummer i suck at chess