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5/4/2014

8:21

I find myself so scared of losing you,

I'm pushing you away.

I find myself so scare of letting down my walls,

I'm building them back up.

I find myself so scared of loving you,

I'm trying to hate you.

But noting kills me more than seeing the pain I cause you in your stunning silver eyes,

Please forgive me,

I know I apologize a lot,

but I promise this is the last time I'll push you away.

You got caught in the middle of a battle of my worst demons,

It's over now.

Please,

I'm sorry you had to see that side of me,

I promise the war is over now.