Shawna Tamara Williams

Shawna...we finally start talking again

I was so happy that you made my heart bend

You turned my stomach inside out

Showing me I still had feelings for you and it was all about

Getting it off my chest was the next step

I finally tell you I still had these feelings giving my heart only for you to have kept

We start talking on the phone and I hear your voice

It brought back all the old times then I had to make a choice

Whether to stay with another love of my life

I started to question the realtionship because all it brought was strife

I asked if you still had feelings for me too

You said yes and it made my heart turn blue

But not in a bad way, but the best of ways

I told you forever in your life no matter what I would stay

You said you wanted to be with me so bad

Yet we're still  not together and it's driving me mad

You make it seem sometimes like you don't even care

Or lied about the way you feel, making me regret that I tried to share

I put my heart out to you

Only for you to have thrown it back...was it ever even true??

Is it real actual love that you feel?

Please be honest and I'll try to deal

It's tearing me apart

Not knowing whether or not your playing with my heart

This is just something I need to know

That way I can know if I'm wasting my time and I can just go.