And then it happens. Total darkness. Nothing. This iss what it feels like. No connection, no line to the end. Life stops. Silence. Over whelming quiet. Lighs on, darkness around. Come back to the truth. The truth kills. No love, hate fills the emptiness. Liquid strength brings the words. The words are empty. Emptiness around. Help is so off the waves. There is no one to catch my heart. It floats off into the abyss, lost without a net. How did it happen. I realized I was not the one. The one that was always special. No embarrassments, no elbows to the ribs to stop, no looks of disappoitment. That was the end. The life drawn out to deflate around me. Amazement at what I see, what I feel. Catch my breath and exhale. Is it over?