cursed girl

I should take how easy it is for this all to feel fake

as evidence that it's all too real

too, too real,

to the pont that it is poisoning

you feel real.

you feel like how it was supposed to be.

like i'm a baby again and i haven't been ruined,

by shame and fear and men.

but rather you look so friendly

and you feel so friendly

and ill look for you wherever i go.