save them

i took off maybe 80 percent

i took maybe 80 more

and the numbers make sense

is it bad i'm not sure?

off some people

it feels too bad

to save them

do i throw up 

before i leave

or do i just stay right here

and can i 

pay for my soul back

and i still crunch the numbers

it seems like i wont get it

it seems like i could stop it

i wonder is it the sample size

is it just not enough

or do i just not want you frowning at me

frowning at me

act like its a movie now

act like its a book

act like im the hero

and im not the crook