12 years old again (unfinished)

im living in a video game

it makes me want to drink myself away

i thought that i was so above cocaine

but if you speak to me that way

i like to think i'd hit you one day

since my words don't mean s**t to you

but i just start to cry

i want to be

close to you

but i dont like the

things you do

but i want to be

close to you

i'd die for it

i keep asking can i or no

i keep looking

asking when to go

i just feel that i

have no one