reasons

i don't think its a coincidence that all these
community safe hubs are popping up left and right
i think there's an underbelly, a backbone to this place
and it moves according to the changes in the air
and whatever or whoever it is
it knows what's about to happen

be willing to die
be willing to die
realize that to them, it's not a big deal
so be ready to see it happen.

to look inward
for me to be okay i need to be around good people
because i am not strong, i am paralyzed
so i think i need to move country.
let's aim for next year, please please please
you know you can't handle this
your suicide is emotional, it's pained
it's an expensive trip to somewhere with no security cameras
or you'll need to scuff up your knees
what else is snapchat for anyway

i don't think people know happiness is an option
i don't want to be one of those people
heart hug kiss
bye bye