UniversityA Poem by cara
I'm at a crossroads because I don't want to work
And I don't want to be alone But I have to lie so much to be around I'm at a crossroads because I hate my course-mates But I really like one of them And we're gonna travel the world together But if they weren't there I'd leave in a second I guess I could work but the state is watching If I leave my job they'll pass me on to a worse one If I leave my course I stop getting money If I stop getting money I can't do s**t What if I get a new course and it's as bad as this one Is it ag students that are the problem Or people in general? I like Letterkenny even though it's f*****g ugly I like going places even if I could die. I want to be a rich youtube nerd Because they can fly wherever they want to Be wherever they want to Do whatever they want to And they do it by being a nerd in their bedroom But really I want to work on the farm with you until I die I've never really wanted to do anything else. Now, I've always missed people I used to walk around gutted I know it's bad how the world represses us But if I had to feel that much all the time I don't think I could handle this. I'm glad you gave me opportunity for a little bit. Now I could see people at weekends and at breaks And hate my classes and want to skip them I could see people at weekends and breaks And work outside and maybe hate it I could see people at weekends and breaks And do a course where people are a little gayer. But at the end of the day I need to stop drinking And I need to start doing the s**t that an adult would. And I need to stop missing you. One way or another.
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Added on December 31, 2023 Last Updated on December 31, 2023 Authorcara:), IrelandAbout19. My Substack: https://caracochrane.substack.com/publish/home more..Writing
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