University

University

A Poem by cara

I'm at a crossroads because I don't want to work
And I don't want to be alone
But I have to lie so much to be around
I'm at a crossroads because I hate my course-mates
But I really like one of them
And we're gonna travel the world together
But if they weren't there I'd leave in a second
I guess I could work but the state is watching
If I leave my job they'll pass me on to a worse one
If I leave my course I stop getting money
If I stop getting money I can't do s**t
What if I get a new course and it's as bad as this one
Is it ag students that are the problem
Or people in general?
I like Letterkenny even though it's f*****g ugly
I like going places even if I could die.
I want to be a rich youtube nerd
Because they can fly wherever they want to
Be wherever they want to
Do whatever they want to
And they do it by being a nerd in their bedroom
But really I want to work on the farm with you until I die
I've never really wanted to do anything else.
Now, I've always missed people
I used to walk around gutted
I know it's bad how the world represses us
But if I had to feel that much all the time
I don't think I could handle this.
I'm glad you gave me opportunity for a little bit.
Now I could see people at weekends and at breaks
And hate my classes and want to skip them
I could see people at weekends and breaks
And work outside and maybe hate it
I could see people at weekends and breaks
And do a course where people are a little gayer.
But at the end of the day
I need to stop drinking
And I need to start doing the s**t that an adult would.
And I need to stop missing you.
One way or another.

© 2023 cara


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