win me back?

I am not a prize for you to win I can't even meet your eyes we're awkward again you can not win me back I'm too far away but when you look at me like that I know you wish I had stayed I don't want to cut all ties but I might have to when what I see in your eyes makes me run away again I am not afraid I will walk on my own my words cut like a blade and your heart sinks like a stone I can't even meet your eyes my words are worse than a slap but my heart is not a prize and you can not win me back