if i could find the words

if i could find the words i'd tell you everything but as it stands, i'm failing with borrowed quotes and phrases don't keep giving me your praises for my plagiarism, stolen thoughts was was i just thinking? i forgot how are my failing explanations anywhere near your expectations but you tell me it's enough i'm enough, you know already i don't have to say anything if i'm not ready you're giving me time to find the words more than i deserve i should already have enough words the books i read the stories i write some writer indeed i know my excuse is all too trite but no words i can think of ever sound right my own thoughts aren't good enough other people's works aren't nearly as rough but if you're really giving me the time i'll come up with some words that are really mine when i come up with the words i'll tell you everything

Author's Note

Does the rhythm feel right to you?