Little lion heart

Little lion heart

A Story by Ama May Cooper

Ive done it! Ive single handedly torn apart the very essence of what makes me human, its beautiful , brilliant. A perfectly heartless existence, drained to the core of love , tossed hate in the waste paper basket. No time for jealousy or greed , for anger or even simple affection. Not one emotion remains within my handy work. An empty case of what was once so alive, a silent soilder in a war agasint reality. Its perfect. No... Who am i kidding , this is sin this is preposterous, a devil in the making, this is so twisted and wrong that even i can see the disgusting thing i am creating.
I single handedly destroyed her, wiped her of anything she held dear and pushed her over the edge, i laughed as her body hit the rocks and crumbled into ashes. Ive pushed her so far away now, so far away that she wont stop running, that the mere thought of facing the monster ive created is enough to make her weak and empty. There's so little left, not a murmur or a whisper in the back of my mind, just this little lion heart. Thumping, louder and louder, screaming yelling to be heard, the heart of a fighter. She has  a fire in her soul this one , one i could never fully douse. One that i thought against for far to long. You ask my why i did it? Why i put my hands around her throat and throttled her into silence?..
Well honestly.. honestly i was afraid. I panicked.. she was flailing , waving her arms in the water and bobbing under i didn't kno what else to do. I feared she might talk , let someone in , expose something and leave herself hurt. And there's that throb in that little lion heart that worries me, that fondness for another indavdual.. i didnt want her hurt was all, i never meant for this. I never meant to silence her all mighty rawr! I never meant to slay that mighty beast.
And now im the one left floundering , reaching for her arm in the darkness.. but i cant find her and i fear its to late. Her heart is slowing , the mighty little lion cowering , crying all alone in a darkness she cudent face.

© 2011 Ama May Cooper


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What kind of heartless existence exclaims "I've done it"?
Some heart must exist for them to be satisfied in such a way with the statement.

I like it... Will we ever learn who these characters are/were?

Posted 13 Years Ago


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Ama May Cooper
Ama May Cooper

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