I WISH YOU LOVED ME

I wanted to make everyone happy but i failed

I wanted to make the boy i loved happy but i failed

I wanted to be the child my mother wanted me to be but i failed

I want to be thin but im not

I want to be beautiful but im ugly

I wish, i wish i wasnt in hystericks over some drunken slags words

But your my mother

all i wanted was to make you happy

I wish my dad wasnt abusive, i wish my mother wasnt either

I want to be smart, a genious, but im an idiot

Once again for the third time in my life i would happily be dead

But then what

i let pepole down

then im just what you say i am

A SELFISH UGLY W***E, A COW WHO CARES ABOUT NOTHING BUT HERSELF, A SPOILT LITTLE BRAT , A F*****G IDIOT , A COWARD.

well mum i guess your right

i am a coward

because im terrified of everything

and i dont think i can do this anymore

Im sorry

i dissapointed all the people i wanted to make happy

Useless

Selfish

B***h

Fat

Ugly

Ungrateful

Wretch

W***e

Cow

Eventually mum its gonna hit.... i hate you so f*****g much .. every time i speak to you i just want to die why do you even pretend you give a s**t about me when your driving me to suicide

Im sorry i dissapointed all the people i wanted to make happy

Reviews

[Coyote Poetry]

Wow a powerful poem. Disappointment and anger in every line. We can't make everyone happy. One day we will make our own decisions. Live our own life. We must like our self. Sometime good to have a shell of protection. A powerful poem. I'm a father of four children. Poem was a bit scary for me.
Coyote