thru the lovers eyeline

  Laura -

Laura sat alone in her room the darkness sinking through the mental images of her mind, tears falling from her heartbroken eyes. Her gaze was transfixed on an electronic image currently projecting her worst fears.

Suddenly the winter seemed so close, almost inside her fragile frame. She struggled for words for some sort of reply.

I just dont love you anymore

Her hands frozen on the keys, no brain waves only empty cold fear. She cried aloud into the silence of her house, begging a silent enemy to save her from the torment.

What do you mean?

Its kinda simple Laura.. im sorry but i just dont feel how i used to about you

But what do you mean?... What went wrong?

[Militant red lizard is offline]

She stared at the screen, willing it to have simply been a disconnection but knowing it wasnt. Her head fell on the keyboard and she burst into unstoppable tears. "I LOVE YOU" her cries drowning her words of desperation. Her emotions sinking into the empty room and flooding its blank emptiness.

A sudden unstoppable anger flowed through her system and she slammed her laptop shut, she stumbled to her uncertain feet shaking all over. "What am i meant to do? what the f**k am i meant to?" The anger was only temprorary , Laura sunk to her knee's.

She must of sat there for hours, her head lolling gently between her knee's, only the muffled sound of exhaspirated sobs escaping the ball she had become.

The sweet sensative voice of the boy she'd douted upon rung around her head, rocking back and forth willingling herself to wake from this sick and twisted nightmare.

 

   Leon -

 

 

Leon sat on his bed, lost in thought. He'd never been good at these moments, always stammered in person weakened as the tears fell from there eyes. He'd thought about a phone call , a little more personal but would he be able to stomach hearing her cries. This was just something he had to do, and even tho it was detached and empty he flipped open his laptop, and rested it on his chest. A deep and shakey breath spilling from his lungs.

Automatic sign in as normal, but today was gonna change things.

His hands stroked the keyboard hesitantly , delaying the destruction he was about to cause.

Leon =].. how you doing huni? x

He bit his lip, tears fighting agasint his macho frame. So sudden such a happy greeting would turn to pain and hatrid and he was all for just not watching.

Laura?

Yeh :/ x

I just dont love you anymore

He shook slightly with the power he knew those words would hold, eyes blinking at the screen stopping a downpour of tears. Hiding behind the mask of dissasociation. In person this would of killed him. Her typing had slowed now, he picked up on the keystrokes , the speed at which the replies danced across the screen but what more could he really say.

What do you mean?

Its kinda simple Laura...im sorry but i just dont feel the way i used to about you

but what do you mean?.. what went wrong?

He blinked. Words failed him, and he faultered , weakness coming out , he slammed the laptop closed drop back and let the tears roll from his eyes. What went wrong?. what went wrong? Nothign did nothign at all went wrong, he just did what he always did he'd destroyed another relationship because he was afraid, afraid of the commitment. That was it tho, no more words would pass between , surely after that she wouldent care anyway. After such a cold and empty end.

Reviews

[Jibey]

Catches well the pain of shattered cyber-dreams and the uncertainties of these connexions... and the fear of too much entanglement... (and boys so often don't want to get too involved! They tend to be in and out...lol)

[bubbles]

absolutely fantastic. this brought a tear to my eye