Love you... im sorry

Its my worst piece of work i do have to say..written thru tears so my logical pattern wasnt there as much For someone...despite me never wanting him to read it

I buried you amongst the pain

amongst the memories

looked at you as just as friend

held your hand when things where hard

Always there for you always and forever

but do you never think of reasons why

reasons why i stand beside you

Dont you ever look back

and miss what we had

cause i do every day

every single day

because i need you by me

i crave your approval for every little move

because

because yes its true

its all a lie that i dont love you

that i dont need you in my heart

a lie i hide from me and everyone

a feelign deep inside

my love for you has never stopped

just hid deep inside

like a dead body under the ground

never gone , never could it go

never could it fade

did you never think of my loylaity

why i treat with you tender

because i loved you

beacuse i do

i still do

its bad i kno

i should move on

but you where mine and mine alone

and mind forever

this pain is deep

so deep for you because your eyes

i look inside

and i see me in your eyes

and thati want forever more but in your heart

but youve moved on to others now

wheres as i just cannot

you never loved me , never

did you?

but i did you where my world

i so i stand beside

looking at you like a friend

you will never kno my hearts deep secret

ill keep this lie inside

for your mine, mine always

i love you my dear sweet love

Author's Note

I kno its rubbish im aware of that

Reviews

[Akina]

it's not rubbish! it's great! the poem really shows that you still got emotions for him, and it's so sad that he dont love you as much as you love him.
great written :)

Akina

[Pikachu]

A poem filled with emotion. An enjoyable read love is a double edged sword we can never expect anything only keep fighting to kep it alive. But when it falls apart it feels like the world is collapsing. We just have to remain strong no matter the pain.