Wondering (Unfinished)

Such a complex thing the human mind a world of endless possibility. A collection of mostly disregarded cells that keep functioning throughout the entirety of a mortals lifetime. It's a tremendous achievement in itself, the brain and all the synapses it fires of on a day to day basis. What if beneath my completely crazy exterior there is a scent of pure genius in my words, an understanding that i cannot give any explanation for other than the re-activation of past memories and part of the brain i was suddenly without warning, or the opportunity to decline cursed or gifted with , however you decide to look at it.

What if the human mind for all the great and miraculous failures it has created by way of the human races actions is just a highly misused and untrained tool , taking place and being used in a fashion that makes it almost impossible for it actually see it's worth or even being to fathom anything other than a continues cycle of suffering it has brought upon itself through no intention or fault of it's own.

If I could understand the mind of these almost fabulous being perhaps some form of affection I would grow for them , but i am confused by so many of there actions that i find myself distant and alien to there being. Tell me this or at least explain to me idea that we live in a world be it temporary or permanent that we have been born into that has somehow become as warped as it has. Perhaps is mis-phrase this after all i don't believe this world to be mine. I believe myself to be a visitor from a distant land. Human merely for convenience of a mission that I hope for all efforts that have been made is not doomed. 

How is to that somewhere along the lines we managed to get a point our civilization where we still walk around parading this false lie that knowledge is free for all when university carry weightier and weightier sums of money each year, then it's debatable what your paying for considering it's just an extension of the excuse for education we are forced to endure in childhood. Conditioning brilliant and creative minds from young into this foolish belief that they know nothing and all of any interest must be spoon fed and forced unwillingly into there minds. Learning has long since been a test of our ability to absorb large chunks of information and regurgitate it at the drop of the hat, what does this actually count for? I find myself puzzled here we are given text book after text book , information,  notes and equations , rules and words to memorise perhaps even fed our morals. This no doubt at least some will share the view extends to racism , hatred toward gender or biased views based on sexuality, all of it almost spoon fed to us and passed off as an education.

What if instead of telling us what was right and wrong, we were simply taught to use our empathy to realisein situations were harm would of been caused if it had been done to us. Where we not herded like sheep throughout lives in and out of classrooms into queue's. I find myself completely dumbfounded that a whole society of people who disagree with the way things have been run have some how managed to convince themselves that a small number of individuals in power could really hold any power over the many citizens that out number them.

There is hope though, we sit on the cusp of great and new beginnings but at the same time we also sit on the beginning of what seems to be a desperate attack on humanity, of clinging to the old ways of viloence and slaying of our fellow kind.

Where was i before i got completely side tracked. The human mind, so complex so utterly fantastic but still these great problems occur , surely there must be some link in some great chain that has become corrupt and rotten to the bone. It is known that many suffer from what we call mental illness if be that at all. But say these are merely symptoms of great unexplored ablites, different souls. Different brilliant unexplored minds that have not been nurtured or maintated in a world that lacks any real sustenance at all.

Reviews

[xhannyx]

WOW! I really like this so far! Its very interesting and written so well! This would be my writing goals!