Have you ever stood beneath the stars?

Do you ever feel like your just treading water

Waiting for the rip tide to carry you away

pedalling endlessly, tiring slowly

wondering why your even waiting? 

Do you ever get lost in familiar places
startled by perfectly common surroundings

Wondering , lost

in a world that never felt like home?

Does it ever feel like your lungs are collapsing

your very organs twisting and turning to be rid of you

Just a bewildered child

Stranded in a world you'd never understood?

Lie with me a while 

And stare upon the great amass of sky i used to call home

Imagine for a second that suddenly a million lives past were revealed to you

Your souls very nature spilled out spinning light years and light years away

Wouldn't your heart shatter into a million pieces

A confliction of deep sorrow immense joy flowing through your very soul

A deep realisation of just how far away from home you actually resided

A seed planted to learn in lower frequencies?

Hold my hand and tell me

Have you ever felt the very organs in your body vibrate

your very nerve endings drowning in panicked electrical impulses

Each screaming for attention?

Have you ever looked at the stars 

Dreaming of the moment something brilliant would start

Listening tentatively to the midnight whispers on the wind

Have you ever heard the moon howling out for your return?

Your glare condems me a madman

Cast into the shadows like a curse for unasked vision

Wandering through the nightmares of this distorted reality

Telepathically pleading with source to just go home

Have you ever felt true safety be ripped from beneath your feet

The beginning of acceptance of a whole dimension based on shattering aquatences?

Were you ever sure that everything you knew was right

To have the truth distort even your very dreams?