I'm not worth it

I let go to easily and forgive to fast

I try to make everyone around me happy

But never give myself time to grieve

I don't want to not be there for my friends

But they’re never there for me

So why do I care so much

They don’t care about me

They treat me like s**t

And one moment they act like they care

When they don’t

Know one does

I'm pulling myself under

And you all just watch me drown

In my problems and laugh

Why cant one person jump in and save me

I guess I'm just not worth the trouble

Not worth the time

You said you wanted to help me

But look around

You're know where to be found