Guessing

I never realized
a heartbreak could hurt this bad.
Doesn't matter now
because all out love
is down the drain
of lies and pain.
I can't believe
I thought
You could actually love
someone as strange as me.
Guess I'll be the one
to always wonder why.
Guess you'll be the one
trying to say goodbye.
I don't want to be this way.
I can't stand to feel this way.
Miss all the moments
when
we laughed all night
and my face hurt from smiling,
thought it was so right.
Were you still
lying then too?
We were all fake,
every little bit of us?
I'm still trying to stop the shake,
but driving away on the bus
away from you
making it harder
than I care to imagine.
I'm on my way to leaving
you behind me.
For now, though
I'm here
by your agonizing side.
What to say?
What to do?
I'm already dying on the inside,
I can not dare
to think
about letting go
yet, no, not yet.
Please,
not yet.

Author's Note

I love him. It was all a lie. He feels like shit, but so do I.
Do I forgive? and eventually forget?
Or let go of this?
He isn't worth my time,
but he's always on my mind,
am I really fine?

UGH

Reviews

[nevershoutnever.]

@StrawberryHart36- Yeah, I know. He already apologized and...stuff...
@Iwilleatyourparents- ^^

[ShadowOfTheDay]

I agree with StrawberryHart36! (: Good luck!

[SpeakxNow]

Tell him how you feel, don't leave anything out. Say everything and anything you can. Then, blow him off. ignore him. You'll see. he'll come around