Regretting

^&*% you, Ryan Clydesdale

meanwhile,

im still thought of

as the stranger one,

the one who got all tangled

and messed with Clydesdale's

head.

as long as he has power,

i'd much rather be dead.

my life is so not worth this,

all the pain and humiliation.

how am i expected

to live with this regret?

my mind is wrapped around it,

my tongue is tightly bit.

thought

it's not like

the thought of ending myself

brings me happiness.

satisfaction is the last thing

that you'll get.

hope your life sucks a*s,

and it's full of s**t.

the last thing that you deserve is 

a life of happiness.

they don't see him clearly,

blinded by his charm,

not like me, not nearly.

he needs a damn alarm.

i run away as fast as

i will dare to go.

kiss my a*s

'cause Clydesdale,

you're so fugging slow.

Author's Note

I must say, the last line was sooo much better with the original. My apologies for the "other" words. Comments?

Reviews

[Dreamer]

Strong strong words! Lets me point out these lines "...Its not like the thought of ending myself brings me happiness. satisfaction is the last thing that you'll get" This is nothing short of the truth. There is no satisfaction, possible relief or a false sense of freedom from everything. Very good to point that out. Now, I like this as well but i was in between being mad nodding my head in agreement and laughing "...hope your life sucks a*s, and its full of s**t." But i do understand that this is serious. Lets kill them with Love as they try to stiffle us with Hate:)

[Chris Lotus]

Very sharp and wise. It bears strong kicks, punches, and is far from being directionless. Unlike the typical quick, brash, smacked-down angry poems, its clear that we know what oppresses you and why. Excellent job.

[nevershoutnever.]

@ EVERYONE- THANK YOU SO MUCH! You don't know how much this poem means to have so many reads.

[Daytonight]

Really enjoyed this. Keep on penning.

[Junger]

Especially the last line was the best in my opinion and i like the way you made it going on with details

[brenda]

lol no problem i know hopw you feel here there is this guy in my school who dum me :P fell for him ! and oh my goodness he is what you described int the poem!
but we shoudnt hate well it cost not hating but i mean we are wasting time if we do thth but nice poem !:)

[Stormy Weather]

This is awesome!

Great work...really enjoyed it.

[The fallen of innocence]

so much anger that i can actually feel it, great job

[FemmeSpookyCorpse]

Ooooooh I like this = ] So much anger, emotion, beautiful metaphors. This was a feast for the heart and a pleasure to read...very nice work!

-Brittany

[Just Cat]

I was sent a request by a friend to read this, and I'm pleased I did.
This so deep and true. I liked the whole style of it, a great write!
:)