I Am a Fool

People can be fools, but none are stupid.

The clock is ticking

And I am still waiting

For you who has yet to arrive.

The pacing is starting

And I am impatient

For the meeting that has yet to happen.

No, I can’t stand still here!

While watching the birds appear.

One by one pair they gather,

And my heart sinks as time disappears.

Please come on here;

I know you’re out here

With wonder if you should see me.

Alas! I am somber in this bright sunny day.

I am impatient with, not having to wait

But, watching you, yourself, purposely late.

Am I really not attractive,

That you speak out loud of waste of me

To everyone who acquaintances with you and I?

Your badmouthing of me I can excuse,

But truly hating me I won’t forget,

And your rudeness unforgivable

To a girl who only wants to be a normal girl.

So go ahead and laugh

At my hopeful eyes.

I know I am the silliest fool, a fool, such a fool.

Like you said,

I am an ugly lowlife of everything "

The simple fool, a fool.

However!

I am but a fool

Because I pay for attention’s intellect

And won’t be made a fool;

For I admit I have been a fool

So I can change well.

Just rest your case.

I am impatient and don’t wish to wait;

No, not for you.

And allow me to remind you:

I am no fool.

End.

Reviews

[Avery]

Hmm I really liked the first half. There's anxiousness and worry and bitter resentment. I don't like this line though "I am an ugly lowlife of everything" and the ending is a bit unclear and iffy sounding, but the meaning is probably open to interpretation.