Good times always come to an end.

A Story by camel954

How could everything change so quickly, so abruptly as she smeared his dismembered, cold carcass across the bloodied floor for her own benefit and misunderstanding. 7 months of time ended in seconds of poorly conjoined words to form what was left of a broken sentence as the ball dropped into his own confusion, salty sorrow and confusing questions designed to break even the strongest of people into people that never wan to feel love for someone again.

Month 0:

After months of dreadful regrets and thunderous thoughts racing through the head of a 15 year old boy of whether or not to slip the question worrying if he either ends it all or creates such happiness that he never leaves the comfort. He wasn't ready yet, not yet, he will be soon, as he thought of her brown hair, blue eyes, gorgeous lips and face structure he couldn't resist never taking the chance with her. Finally the day had come, the most stressful day of his little life. Tonight he will do it and face his fears. The day felt like a million worlds colliding together, lessons felt like lectures and breaks felt like vacations and finally it was all over *RING RING*. There goes the bell that everyone waits for. Walking. Running. Driving. His heart never rested from the immense beatings that it took as he mustered up the courage to ask her out. His phone dings as he awaits either the biggest fail or the biggest accomplishment, to his surprise she felt the same way and now love was imminent as his heart smiled, he smiled, his brain felt the love and here it starts.

What a great start! she felt the same way and also wanted a relationship, life is at its best and accomplished.

Month 1:

Days after the initial "Yes" was stated so deeply and engraved into his heart they met, his mother was the sweetest and most caring person he met as he got to know her through the mirrored clone he dated. Days and weeks went by of thousands of messages being sent and getting to know the other person so well he could create a carbon copy of her. Most plans and events happened like the first date in the cinema, first lunch and first sleepovers.

Exactly how any regular relationship should start, with dates and not rushing into the gist and thick of it all. Good on them as they both seem happy right? Yeah hopefully so.

Month 2+3:

Hundreds of thousands of messages sent of every detail of their lives but that stopped at 9:00pm as she went dark and unresponsive to his messages and calls because of her protective mother who hid her true self so well that her deep and dark desires were never seen by the heavenly light of God as it tried to pierce the deep layers but no succession was ever achieved. Traditional relationship still going strong with more and more meetups and regular stays at each others places and promises to be kept and love to be unbonded by even the darkest of events and tragedies that life threw at them, every obstacle they faced they destroyed together and progressed as people.

Love still going strong, i love it and they sense it huh, wow powerful words could never have been spoken with more truth behind them that even death wouldn't do them part.

Months 4+5

Things started to change in the early days of month 4 as he met a new friend, a complete opposite as to who he was and who he loved but he stuck around for the occasional help and reliance. His new friend focused more on power, control and unearthly desires to be as minted as possible without the need of a girl to lead his emotions, he got hurt once and doesn't want love anymore, and to cloud his judgement, decisions made. Early stages of month 5 were painstakingly filled with poison as tragic events would cause her to really doubt who she was with. He had to deal with it as she comforted him every step of the way. By the end of month 5 he became someone he didn't mean to become and she didn't like that.

Oh no, something happened to him and now he's changed for the worse? or for the better?, we really don't know and just have to lean our trust into him.

Month 6:

He started becoming distant and closed off due to the impact it had on his emotions, he wanted comfort, he wanted her, he wanted someone who would understand and someone who couldn't leave him during a time of crisis. His friend however still in total control of his own world and shared tips and mindset guidance to him, which he took with great abundance and knowledge and started to feel better about himself. He was ready to weep for hours into her warming shoulders of joy and empathy, he NEVER did that which made her concerned and worried it was her fault because of his disassociation and distance she thought he didn't want it.

He really shouldn't have done that and should have shed waterfalls of tears to fix their relationship, wait isn't that the second time we have heard that someone got hurt and now don't want love? or am i going crazy?

The ultimate downfall- Month 7

He never expected it, it was the last thing in the world that he wanted especially right at this dreadful time. She sensed change within him and wanted to move on before she misinterprets one action being led to another action and so on and so forth. Silence and peace concentrated the atmosphere minutes before the initial NUKE hit, those were the most peaceful moments of his life and the quietest. DING his phone goes and its over, seconds of poorly conjoined words to form what was left of a broken sentence and a shattered heart.

OH NO she broke it off with him before he could speak his mind to her!

He didn't know what to or where to go or who to message at this point, the main source of his happiness erased from future events and only formed memories but also haunting nightmares that would keep his pure soul up all night regretting he did something. His main source of happiness taken away because she wouldn't understand him or what he is. He turned to the only person he knew was damaged and stabbed multiple times by the same person who gave him his happiness. He turned to his friend who helped him out.

If YOUR this then don't ever be afraid to ask or to reach out for help, help is always there and always will be there for you during your darkest and most belittling moments. You matter, Stay well, Stay alive and finally Don't leave unless both of you recognise flaws.

-The END