In My Pain

I want to feel pain and I want to
hurt
Anything to take my mind off of my
burden
Hurt by many and treasured by few,
I just don't have a hella clue

I want to be helped
I want to be saved
But I can't trust anyone when I'm
in my current faze
I cut myself in attempts to free
And save myself from this internal
agony

Life is too hard and I can't wait
I'm just like an old balloon- deflate
I feel the trembling of my voice
And the tears springing in my eyes
As I suffer alone from this great
demise

It's your closest friends that can
hurt you the most
The ones that know you inside and
out
But they're fake like the rest of the
world
The hurt you and turn you cold

I'm past being saved, this
worthless wretch I am
I just want to help, but I can't in this
state
I'm worthless and my life is
meaningless
I wish there was someone on earth
who understood me
And could help me in my pain

Reviews

[A.L.]

To him who wouldn't accept a savior. He was tied up and refused the hands with a knife to cut him free. He was more scared of where he would fall once released then of being ensnared forever. After time and time of refusal, people learned their lesson. He wasn't beyond saving, he just didn't want it.