Double edged between the lines

I just can't write

I just can't find

I just can't write the right words

it's bitter sweet

a choice of need

it's bitter sweet this taste of love

I can't describe

I can't explain

I can't describe how much this hurts

I feel so small

I feel so humbled

I feel so small amidst this all

I can't hold back

I can't not say

I can't hold back these words now

it's worth it all

do what I can

it's worth it all to love you