Making your own choice!

Nothing to say. If you read it, you may understand rather than me explain it with out it being lyrical.

Live a life in my shoes,

Before you accuse,

Me of f*****g up,

Shut up,

Don't dare take it back and then try sucking up,

Ill f**k you up,

You don't know nothing about depression,

I'm not ashamed it's just something i choose not to mention,

My vengeance is still living in every sentence,

With no repentance,

There's always distention no attention seeking,

When i'm speaking,

I leave your orifices leaking, Bleeding,

And all i have to do is start MCing,

I make my own decision's if there better ones than good,

Get a surgeon and then incision me then drain me of my blood,

F**k that's the only way i will not react back,

Got my own voice my own choice you can take that,

I do not fake that,

I've had a fucked up life in the past,

I've got no family tree, Thanks to me,

It's burnt right down to ash,

Matter of fact,

Scrap that,

It's not my fault that them fuckers left me,

They went their own way i get the blame and now they resent me,

Like it's my problem.. F**k Em,

I don't f*****g need them,

I don't listen to criticism of you mother fuckers neither,

Wouldn't believe a, Word that you say so whats up? 

Have you just realized,

That i'm not so f*****g nice,

Jesus Christ,

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