Memoirs

Memoirs

A Story by Carissa Marie

7:18 am

I wake up to the thoughts of you, 
Your face which I will be able to see again. 
I have not seen you in a long time, 
And tonight I'll finally get my chance. 
And it will be a pleasure. 

10:25 am

Can you feel me, the way that I can feel you?
I can feel your heart beat, 
Even from miles away. 
I hope you can feel mine as well and think of me. 
Think of me. 

1:03 pm

I can taste your lips, from these wild strawberries
How sweet and soft your mouth tastes. 
I am excited to taste them again, 
To feel them, 
And to indulge in your sweetness.

5:34 pm

I am counting the moments, until we meet again. 
I hear the ticking of the clock
And it's driving me insane. 
I wish I could speed up the time. 
How I wish I could be with you now. 

7:08 pm

You are late. Why are you late?
You have never been late before. 
Is there something wrong? 
Are you hurt?
Please hurry. And please be safe, love.

8:43 pm

I can feel that there is something wrong,
So I came out to find you. 
And I see you outside a movie house. 
You are so beautiful, as always. 
Smiling as you always do with me, but something's off. 

8:45 pm

There is a man standing close to you.
Too close. 
Why has he got his arms around you? 
And why are you hugging him too? 
This isn't right. Please stop. 

8:48 pm

You see me standing there, staring. 
You looked shocked, like you didn't expect to see me. 
Why would you be? 
You were supposed to be with me.
Did you forget? How could you have forgotten?

9:05 pm 

We're at the middle of the road.
You explained that he is just a friend. 
I want to believe you. Trust me, I wanted to. 
But the coldness in your eyes, tells me otherwise.
I feel fuzzy. I can think straight. 
How could you do this to me?
I turned around to run away but
I am blinded by a bright flash of light, 
And it's the last thing I see. 

9:35 pm

I hear sirens, from an ambulance i think. 
I hear it but I don't see it. 
I hear your voice, calling my name. 
Why do you sound so frantic? 
And ouch. Why does my body hurt? 
I can't moved. I'm paralyzed.
What happened?

10:07 pm 

You are crying. 
Don't cry my love, you know I hate it when you cry. 
You're begging them to save me. 
But I am fine. 
Wait I forgot. 
 No I am not fine. 
You replaced me with some guy. 
Where is that guy and where am I?
I can't see, I can only hear. 
But it's getting fainter and fainter now.
What's going on? 

12:24 am

I'm sorry, Love. 
I will no longer be able to see your face, 
Nor taste your the sweetness of your lips, 
Nor hear your beautiful voice, 
Nor feel your heartbeat. 
I will no longer be able wake up to thoughts of you, 
And think about if you are thinking of me too.
Or him. 
Because now, I wouldn't have to. 

© 2015 Carissa Marie


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Wow, this was very romantic, but tragic.
I love how you have done the time's for every paragraph.
Heartbreaking tale.
Although, really keeps the reader interested and wanted to read more.
Keep writing :)


Posted 9 Years Ago


Carissa Marie

9 Years Ago

Thank you thank you thank you. :)
cimmy wuv xxxooo

9 Years Ago

Anytime, Anytime, Anytime lol

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Carissa Marie
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21. Female. AB Journalism. Philippines. :) Introvert. Weird. Over-thinker. Music lover. Bookworm. Frustrated Artist. Writing is my therapy. "Let my words be your own form of immortality" .. more..

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