Why does this have to happen?

fight. got in a fight and i hate it.

Why does this happen?

Only to me?

I have something amazing

And risk it all for what?

Jealousy?

C'mon Caitlin, s**t happens.

Not this time. Why did this have to happen?

How could I be so dumb?

Trust.

That's a strong word.

Can it ever be used with my name?

No.

What the hell.

Way to screw everything up Caitlin.

Way to make people's lives a living hell.

What is wrong with you?

You're ugly.

You're fat.

Why do you think people hate you?

Why couldn't I be pretty?

Why couldn't I be something that Tim really deserves?

But I'm not.

Why does he put up with me?

Why does he care?

Why does he love me?

I love him so much but I keep screwing up.

Caitlin you need to die.

Stop causing people's lives to suck.

Stop screwing up.

Suicide has never crossed my mind.

Until now.

How many pills would it take?

How many cuts till I'd "sleep"?

How many lives would be better?

I'm sorry Tim for all I've done.

WHy don't you date someone you really deserve?

i love you and you know it.

But why stay with someone like me?

All i've ever done is screw stuff up.

God. I think my time has come.

Help me make the right choice in deciding what to do now.

I can't live like this.

With Frigin regrets.

Why did I have to be so dumb?

Why did I have to do it?

I hate him.

I hate ME.

And I hate you Tim for NOT hating me.

Why am I still alive?

Author's Note

Fight. thats all ive got to say. never get in them. they suck.

Reviews

[Stephanie Marie<3]

Wow hun. This is overly powerful. I felt like overwhelmed when I read it. You're crazy if you think all you do is screw everything up, cause you don't! And if I ever hear or read you calling yourself fat or ugly again I'll smack yah! You guys will work through this. Don't stress! It's over something so stupid, it'll pass, I promise. Love yah girlie.